` ` SWEET ELEGANCE.

Sunday, August 23, 2009

Back in hall again. definitely not what i look forward to. i spent less than two full days at home this week. its sunday night and i'm back in hostel alr. and the reason? cos i dont wanna take public transport carrying so many things. lol. and i dont feel like riding to school too. i think im spoiling the bike lor. never even use much thats why i always have difficulty starting the engine everytime -_- so paiseh. that day i kept trying to kick-start the bike and the engine just refused to ignite, making me look like a thief who's trying to steal someone bike but cant seem to start the engine. and the banglas were staring (and laughing i bet) at me too. haha zz. now i just leave my bike at home and let my dad use it. which means now i cant afford to leave the hostel later for class alr. haha. usually when im gonna be late, i just ride my bike and chiong to class. oh well. i dont have time to maintain it anyway. so i decided to leave it with my dad. lol. and paiseh to those who wanted me to pillion them around ntu. cant pillion you guys anymore! unless i can find a time to ride to school. lol. anyway, i dont know why but i just feel that the time that i spent at home passes faster everytime. i wish i could stay there longer. i prefer my bed and pillow at home. i prefer to use my desktop at home. i prefer to bathe at home. and i MISS THE DAMN TV!! im like a frog in a well here lor. dont even know what tv programmes are showing now and im like so detached from the outside world. haha. why am i like saying all the bad stuff about hostel. lol. hostel is good in another way also lah. at least i dont have to squeeze on the bus early in the morning. BUT, the shuttle bus services in ntu are not very efficient either. especially bus C. it's always takes so long to come and it's always crowded. im always scared that i'll be late for lessons if i need to get to the south spine early in the morning. sometimes i would really prefer to walk there if i can. i ever walked once. from south spine back to hostel. its like the reduced version of pasir ris to boon lay. HAHA. nothing better to do..

okay i'm feeling abit sleepy already. still got lots of tutorial undone. i take damn long to complete one tutorial everytime. its so damn difficult and not straightforward at all!! especially business law. financial management is second to it. irritating calculations. lol. i kind of miss science now, especially chemistry. the other day when my brother asked me a question on mole concept, i could answer him straightaway confidently. and i cant believe i can still remember the atomic number and mass number of the first 20 elements. it's all because of my sec 1 chem teacher (which i forgot who she was already) who told us to memorise them. now it's like stuck in my brain alr. lol. not that i wanna boast but i really miss doing science. sometimes i would ask myself if i had really made the right choice of course. i would have put chemical engineering as my first choice unhesitantly if i had not heard rumours that straight As and a good cca record are needed to get in. when i heard that someone who didnt do very well actually got into that course, i really wished i could turn back time and remake my choice again. but all's too late now anyway. i should stop day-dreaming and prepare to face all the upcoming presentations. arghhh. i already had a bad experience from OP in project work last time and now i have to go through the process all over again. zz. and its not like i know my group members very well yet. i cant even remember some of their faces properly. luckily there's this guy who is in the same group as me for everything. cos he has the same timetable as me and we happen to be early for the first lesson of the classes and hence we sat together and so we formed groups together. haha. hopefully the rest of my groupmates are nice + friendly too.

okay its getting late. uhhh actually its not supposed to be 'late' in hostel now. i can still hear people talking loudly and laughing outside. im rather anti-social when it comes to late night gatherings. lol. i miss sleeping at 10! it feels good to sleep early you know. HAHA. fish leong's qing ge is playing on my music player now and it's making me emo. nice song really :) i love her songs man. i cant think of any songs of hers which i dont like. haha okay damn random. ahhhh shall go sleep soon. after playing mafia wars. HAHA. yet another week of school again. hope it can pass as quickly and as smoothly as how it did for the previous two weeks. wish me good luck! haha.

feeling so sweet ; 11:43 PM;Y

Friday, August 14, 2009

okay. why the hell am i still awake at 1.33am when my eyes are already more than half-closed. i'll be sleeping in the hostel room tonight alone.. guess the reason why i'm fighting to be awake is cos i'm a little scared. okay quite scared. just now i went to the toilet and while i was washing my hands, this indian girl suddenly popped out from the door entrance and shocked the hell out of me -__- i couldn't hear her footsteps at all lah. and her face when she walked in was the indifferent face which made me feel like slapping her. urghh. i hate sudden shocks okay. that explains why i dont like to go for fright night. i mean if there are no sudden screams from the 'ghosts' or sudden popping outs of 'ghosts', i wont mind doing all the tasks which they told me to do. haha.

ANYWAY, back to the main point. first week of school was..... i also dont know how to describe. but i didnt like it lah. moved in to hostel on monday, with the help of my mum. cant believe i made two trips from home to hostel, from hostel back to home and from home back to hostel again. cos we realised that there were alot of things missing when we first moved the stuff in. went back home to get more stuff as well as buy more stuff too. BUT, our room is still very empty as compared to the seniors' one. theirs really feels like it's their own room in their own house lo. pictures and decorative stuff everywhere. i wonder if we will ever bother to do these kind of things. haha. now i only care about necessities and making sure that they are all stocked up. i've just made a list of the things i need to bring from home again. lol. oh. and i cant believe that its just only the first week of school and i've already spent close to two hundred bucks on books already!! i seriously think the prices of the books will kill all of us lo. and its like we are only gonna use those books for one semester, which is about three and a half months. no wonder the seniors are all dying to sell their books away. too bad most of their books were the older edition, so we decided to just buy the new ones. hmm. havent really got the chance to eat the food here. only ate once at canteen A, once at canteen B, once at subway, and the rest of the meals are like hall dinner, OG dinner or going out to JP to eat. lol. really cant wait to try all the food here. by the way, i've only got two lectures and one seminar to attend this week. the lectures were quite boring. the LT is so huge and the sound system is not very good too. the mike is like -_- can't really hear the lecturer at times. and the business law was like question marks all around. everyone was like "can you understand what he's saying?" after the lecture. lol ohwell. guess this is normal for lectures ba. the seminar which i had was on communication fundamentals. our tutor is quite interesting i should say. at least he doesnt look at the slides and talk all the time. and he has got a sense of humour too. the only part i dont like about the lesson is when he randomly picks students to answer his questions. and those stuff that he asks require a bit of thinking one. i think my brain will just be blocked and i'll stammer while answering if he ever calls me. OH and another thing i dont like on the first week of school is looking for the venues of our lessons!! me and mieo practically walked the S3 and S4 buildings umpteen times to find our venues. it was so confusing. and i dont understand why they like to put the levels of the buildings up to B5 while the highest level is like level 2 -__- cant they just start from level 1??? confuse ppl liddat nia. lol. but anyway i'm glad that we managed to find all our venues, though i'm still not very sure how to walk there yet. but nevermind, we'll get used to it soon (: and i still havent found a person who has exactly the same timetable as me yet!! i thought i'll be with the tutorial group 10 people for all the lessons but actually it's not! i'm only in like one or two lessons as them only. quite sad though. cos i like that class quite alot. ohwell. i hope the other tutorial groupmates are nice too (:

okay i'm really tired now. guess i'll stop here. haha. shall continue on another of my lonely nights again. tata!

feeling so sweet ; 1:33 AM;Y